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ON THE ISLE May 22, 2012 11:07 am
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On the Isle, bare feet, came by boat, here to eat.

The Lobsters fresh, and the docks well worn, I love to feel your smile as you trust the intentions of my coarse. And you do smile, as if I held you in your dreams, closer still yet past the point, where friendship ends and life begins, the edge of where we start.

The town lives on Front Street, shops and cafes crafts and musicians gather to praise the day. Art galleries as well as rail road ferries all vying for our time. The floating docks flaunt the pile-on’s on guard as brackish waters empty to the sea. Sun burnt cheeks and dry cracked lips are all the passage that I need. To taste your kiss, a million times would never fulfill my need. I smile into the sun, holding you close, knowing there will never be enough times like these. You smile into my soul, as you pick up the seriousness of my contentment. It’s the simplest of things that pull your heart, beyond what words could bring.

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ON THE TIDE May 22, 2012 11:05 am
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Out on the tide, before the dawn, I find that I’m never alone. Hearts and thoughts surge through the channel of time. As I feel the warmth of what could be. I shake my head to clear the screen, knowing what I know now, disregarding my dream. And we make due. As our follow through loses its grip, just another day as I wake to the rising sun, wishing I was young.

And you? What is it you wonder? Where is your start? Who is it that you see from afar, and wish to never part.

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VIBRANT May 22, 2012 11:03 am
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Saturday May 19th 2012

The day started out vibrant and rich, almost as if it were summer. The air had a moist feel, yet the sun shone brightly as if in a Californian movie. (Southern California or Coronado Island has that morning mist) My boat was launched! I was on the river and I was coming up on the swing bridge. Smile on my face, excitement in my blood as the engine idled smooth and quiet through the wakes of the outer tide. The sun streaked through the low lying clouds displaying majestic sun rays in massive amounts, and the breeze stood still as I pulled hard to starboard and into the inlet that lead to the cove.

Found my mooring, and surveyed the shore. Fully engulfed in nature’s web, I closed my eyes and wished. Dreams seldom come true for me, and life is filled with stress, and turmoil. We all need a sanctuary of our own to repel the forces that are determined to break us down. Mine is the sea, and all that it holds. Nothing has the quality nor holds the awe. There are more species of living creatures under the water than there are above it. And of freedom, there is boundless energy that can’t be measured.

I pulled my dingy to its rack, stowed the outboard away. Glanced back over the cove before heading on my way.

Bees and flowers, grass and sky
Soft sea breezes, tear in my eye
Faced the sun, closed my eyes
Perfect beginnings, beget long good byes.

We press what we enjoy into a lifetime of smiles, never really understanding the heading of our souls. As the break wall emerges from crests of foam we lose site of just where is home. Our hearts race and our thoughts rise into the breach as the fear of loss finds us standing safely on the beach. With the sun warmly welcoming entry to the gate, I feel the history of where I’ve been and understand the wait.

I smile into the day and wish you were here with me!
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THE WEDDING May 9, 2012 6:33 am
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The beach wedding
The locking of hearts
The sand and the sea
Together forever
Through eternity

And into the soft sand we fell, softly and with grace, the breeze swept your skin, and I knew there and then, and smiled. The sun peaked as the charm of what could be forever, held me in awe. The dream of want, quenched as I had reached memories within lifetimes of bliss.

I have the feelings, know the signs, faceless innuendos, passion throughout time.

And I watched the wedding, of people I did not know, their faces extraordinary, containing the glow. You’ve seen it, that loving calm that excites the soul. I smiled as I walked the shore, knowing that it’s never too late. The simplest of backdrops, sun, sea, and sand. Yet, the most unforgettable, and easiest to understand.

It's rained 3 days now, 2 more to come. Saturday I'm hoping to launch my boat, time to have fun.

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Seeing Where I Am May 2, 2012 12:34 pm
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From my window:
I see the world as I want
I want the world I see
Without someone in my world
I lose part of me
What I see:
Bond of love
My destiny
Shared adventures
Accentuated Simplicity
When:
It could be today
I know it’s soon
Maybe tomorrow
I don’t really know

I’m starting my new life, passed the old, reaching out, still seems cold.
Yet the sun starts the day, and the waves push the clutter away, and we melt into the noise of each other as the view pulls into a fade of what once was.

We go on.
Smiling to ourselves, forgetting our age, but not our pains.
Wanting our needs yet needing our wants, and we smile with faith of tomorrow and hope of the dream.

Living for the moment:
Basking in today
Smiling into the sun
Fear is a youthful sign of fun
Fun is held dear, perhaps it’s just begun

And I’m slow to anger, eager to please, calm to be with, seeking my destiny.


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NO TIME TO WASTE Apr 27, 2012 11:03 am
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It’s another Friday!!!!!
Where I’m going, I just don’t know.

Life is funny for me. Yet, I’m on the edge of breaking away from how I’ve been for some time now. Maybe I’ll regain some confidence too? The month of May will be a lean month, and then June will be the end of an era for me. (Child support) July will be a saving month, and then August will be vacation month! I’ve booked a vacation already, and I’m so happy too!

This summer my boat will be a vehicle of pride as well as happiness. I can’t wait!!!!
Just the thought of being on the water excites me! I love walking boat docks in the early morning, and watching the sun rise knowing that time is my own. And I can adventure to anywhere I please!

It’s all so quant and yet powerful, filled with passion, and heart.

So many places I’ve been, and so many I want to go back to. Lots of memories, some bring joy and some sadness. Sadness from loss, joy from the experience of being alive, and a knowing that comes from wisdom. I wanted to talk with you, and explain how I am, so you would understand my fears and firsts. It’s slow in the beginning, and soft. Perhaps you know and understand. Time will tell.

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Smiling as the cards are dealt
Knowing the combinations by heart
I read your face, and know your thoughts
See the ante
Begin to start.

And your boldness steps forth
Edging toward a bluff
Calmly I wait, watching my cards
Hearing the sea, feeling the breeze
Closing my eyes, in peaceful harmony

And the game plays out
King over Queen
Serious fun
Over and done
Turning for home
Searching your eyes
Wanting more
Then just wasting time

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Pink Sky's Apr 25, 2012 6:34 am
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Pink sky with a purple hue, puffy clouds within reach of you, and my day begins almost anew.

Passion play, dream away, planning out my escape today, and as I wonder of your direction, my smile slowly stays in motion. Faded memories of warm beginnings drift past my longing as I enter the realm of truly belonging.

Truly belonging: I don't think I've ever truly belonged to anything.

I question silently as if a space traveler. Calculating, the over simplified, repeating what is spoken and how. Then turning to the sun I smile.

Thoughts of the pink purple hue sky bring me comfort of wellness in the world as I go about my day. I hope you all find contentment in all you do this day!

Yes, I'm thinking of you.

So calm the morning sea, truly something I could never leave.

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How Far Apr 23, 2012 6:42 am
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Someone asked me how far are you from the beach.

Well, about a football field away. If I walk out my back door and look down the street, over the top of a roof I see the water. I actually have to walk down the road before I see beach.

Asked If I like my job? (what is my job) I've been getting paid from a factory for the past 19 years. what I do there changes monthly, but within the bounds of industry. At the moment I am the HSE coordinator. No degrees, just common sense, which is uncommon today. How far I will travel and where I'd like to go on vacation is up in the air at the moment. I'll get back to you.

Feel free to ask me anything you wish!
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Sensual Diversions Apr 18, 2012 6:34 am
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The morning clouds rushed to shape the day, but the sun pushed through anyway.
My room held the view, while my thoughts were of you, because I now know the truth.

Life is to love
Cold is the wait
Finding you now
Whatever it takes

And we danced, with words of spectacular emotions. Feelings of deepest intimacy only true romantics could conceive. Photographs and memories, without being there, within the thoughts and hearts of exceptional encounters, only to fade away.

Diversion granted
Lost in place
Beholding beauty
Angelic Face

The acting of how we wish to be seen remarkably sets the pace. What it is we really mean is what is truly at stake. The future could be shorter that a blink.

Embraced by freedom
Longing for love
Commitment forever
Seeking the one

Nothing really matters, as the jet touched down, lost is everything, without you now.

Reach out
Hold me
Make us one

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Vermont Apr 16, 2012 6:20 pm
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I saw the sun rise, felt the breeze
Knew the way, through the trees
The barn stood at the foot of the field
backdrop the mountains, fore thought of you.

And I wish you could feel this, soak it into your soul.
Knowing the echo of living, loving life as you do!

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